i look retard.

Awesome.

3 days work week ended. And the last day of work was really awesome. I short changed a dollar plus upon working only 2nd day at cashier. Need improvement huh. The way i talk was way too fast, i need t slow down. Lol. Clicking off even better with others.

Had dinner with Yishan& co. together with Qianyu, Firdaus and Hazeem at Pastamania on Friday night. HAHAHAA. Kinda fun hanging out with Fir & zeem. Chat and stuff. Before that went t Gwenda's granny's house for lunch. So yummy & i damn like the soup. Hee.

And yesterday, went out with Eunice, qinyi & Zoe. As they were shopping for grad. night stuff. Tiring as we went t lots of places. Cityhall to Bugis then t Haji lane then Orchard ion, Wisma. Non-stop. My leg was aching badly! Lol. But great day laa! (:

I don't know what i'm suppose t say. But ya, since so long i didn't really post my day, lost the feel of blogging alr. And i always think that i'm not good enough. Sometimes i realized that my brain wasn't resting when i was sleeping, because i had countless dreams that makes me mixed up with reality. I'm really tired already.

Bye.

I wanna scream my lungs out. I seriously need distress.

I don't know what i've been thinking lately. I'm confusing myself, being so paranoid. Perhaps i'm 'scared' of it now. Maybe i should sort it out.. Avoiding does help sometimes. I wanna numb myself by sleeping/working. Seriously i need it. Workaholic? HAHA. But who cares?

I wanted t avoid, But i can't.

Everything was still fine for me. Alive and kicking. Try out morning shift on Monday. Hit off pretty well, managed t get the stuff done correctly etc. Getting along well with people over there. Kinda contented. i shouldn't have procrastinate so often. Man, i feel bad.


I'm stuck with what t say now. Ahh, crap post ignore it.

In order t see the rainbow, i must bear with the rain first.

Work was still fine. Getting better better, and i'm not dread going t work anymore. Instead sometimes i was looking forward to. its good to have Ah hui the chef t joke around with me Although sometimes he's abit irritating like today poke my nose when he walked out the kitchen. Lol. And one bad thing, i'm starting t talk like him now. Ah, thanks ah. FYI he' s a malaysian. HAHAHAA. And glad t see weijian & tian jia today! Thanks dude.

Next monday is a hell day for me. Working from 12-11pm. AHHH. After next week, i will be working morning t evening instead. Which means, No more closing! :D Feel rather stress nowadays, Sorry t those that i showed attitude to. Well, de-stress tomorrow! Town- shopping with Gwenda, Lucius and Fir. Yay! As well as sat. Great! Before that, drop by school t collect grad night ticket. (:

Alright post when i have time. See you! & You can do it. :D

Very piss la. Zzz

Infatuation.

Finally tedious week ended for me. Damn shiok and happy. Work was fine for me through getting the hang of it already. And then! I'm only working 3 days for this week. Yay. Afterall, i still hate the closing part. Lol, always scared t get scolded one. HAHA.

Nowadays i can't really sleep well. Worrying about things and stuff. Being far too paranoid. I easily get upset with some minor comments that people advice t me, and i mistook it as scolding me. Hell. What's wrong with me? Am i being too sensitive? I super duper uber fuber hate this feeling ):

Not working tomorrow. Hope i can regain my 'old' self back asap. Can't wait for this weekend! Fri& Sattttt! Yahoooo. :D Working ain't easy ): Oh yaa, i realized my blog is pretty dull/plain. No photos etc for the time being. Sorryyyy.

O levels has started this week! All the best t those who are taking. &Same for you (:

I always hope for a rainbow after the rain.

Hi people. Just blog for the sake of killing time. Yesterday was sort of my best day at work. Everything went smooth. I could sense that they had already look at me with different perspective. Not really 'title' me as Trainee anymore. (: Get along with people well too. Actually i'm starting t like work now. HAHHAA. But still, i detest that particular person and C-L-O-S-I-N-G part. Really tedious.

5 days, 1 down 4 t go. I can' wait for next friday! Because will be planning some events after we gone back school to collect our grad night ticket :D Hilton back t York again. Ahh, sian la. D: And recently i've been having irregular eating time, gastric gonna conquer soon. Not forgetting, Dry throat! ): Okay, shall stop crapping now. This is a crap post. Bye :D

Dad's birthday.

Day turns out t be fine for me. Dad's birthday was awesome. I could see him grinning ear to ear, HAHAHAA. Seldom could see him so happy. Drop by jurong point with Yishan to get dad's birthday cake. Conincidentally saw Teck hong and Yao rong. They seems t be pretty fine. (:

I always like birthday celebration. or family days. I don't know why, it gives me a no worries-at-all feeling. HAHA, so cool right. And past few days i had also enjoy myself lot because this week i will be working for 5 days, which includes weekends. Wa, sian la. Have t see that person face for almost a week. Darn. Which means this weekend i'm unable t enjoy with my Clique ):

Totally turns me off when i thought of the days i've t work. 6 hours, phew. But shag la.
You know what? I dreamt of you yesterday again. You gave me something like a warm hug.

Red.
People only tends to regret after they lose something, Why?

Happy, somehow sad? This picture is taken like years back. I could still remember tricia took this. HAHAHAA. Very funny ah she. I found this in my friendster which is like dead for a long time. Facebook is better. (: HAHAHA.

Working still fine. Doesn't like certain people there. They thought that i am new here, just a trainee. So they can just 'say' whatever things they want. I wanna do the best to prove them wrong. Hope their mouth will rot asap. LOL. So what if their experience is better than me? Fool.

Pretty happy that i'm not in the weekend shift this week. Fun day with Yishan, Lixin, Wenke & Dixon. IRC for pool. After that, met Zoe for late dinner/supper prataaaa. :D Kinda tired upon reaching home, slept at 3. D:

Didn't managed joining Andy& co. to sentosa today. Woke up kinda late. Hope they will enjoy themselves! (: And, What should i do today? Hmm. Father's birthday is around the corner. D:

Fate.

First day of work yesterday. Well, glad to see Zhihao, Kenny, Zack, Andy, Zoe, Gwenda, Jacqueline, Much appreciated because, when i saw them it gives me much more confidence. Thanks guys! (:

Serving and stuffs were still alright, only could recognized some of the pasta& etc. Also kinda worried that might sent wrong orders. Lol, colleagues&manager were okay as well, Good to have a senior, William to teach me all the stuff.

Second day at work, still a little tense up. Lol

Nightmares still haunts me every night, Why? am i too stress? or? I bet there's too many things on my mind.