LIQING'S

2012-01-19T17:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Mom,

Cny is around just next week. I remember how we used to have dinner those days. I miss your cooking, i miss how you worried for us when we don't get our cny clothing done, i miss how you always pester us to do spring cleaning, i miss how the way you laugh and the way we make fun of you. And also how sis and i slept at your lap when we got tired after a whole day of visiting. I miss everything about you.

And thanks for blessing me up there a beautiful place, for giving me so much wonderful friends. Everyone of them are equally important to me. I know you know that i'm afraid of loneliness.

Everyone is doing well, including me. We love you.

2012-01-14T20:11:00.001+08:00

I don't deserve someone who treat me so well. I'm a very selfish person, I do not like to spare a though for others. Sorry

2011-12-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Mom,

I went to a wake ytd. The feeling was so strong, i felt as if it just happened yesterday. Though it happened for sometime, i still feel the heartache whenever i think of it. Sorry for feeling so emotional, i just can't helped it...

I know you would watch over me. Goodbye.

2011-11-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

This feeling hit me all over again. I never felt this way for a long time.

but no doubt i would still think of you every night before I sleep. I hope for the best for you. Always.

2011-10-24T17:23:00.003+08:00

By Steve Chua

Though we are not that close anymore,
We don't text, don't chat, don't see each other,
but you still crossed all the time.
Just remember if you've no one else to turn to, I'm always here.
I still care. Really.

2011-10-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for being stupid and not knowing what to say to make you stay.

2011-10-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

I feel sad. I feel its time for me to move on.

2011-09-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

2011-09-04T14:53:00.003+08:00

Truth lies beneath.

2011-08-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

and you will never know.

2011-08-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

2011-07-30T00:57:00.003+08:00

Love is when you found someone with complete different personality and imperfections and your hearts says ' Yes, I've found the right one.'

2011-07-03T18:06:00.003+08:00

): So pretty.

Haven't got over my failure. I hate setbacks. It makes me feel so extremely awful yet it also made me to who i am now. I must not stop trying. I know who would be there for me. Really really thanks for all those encouragement words, consolation, putting-in-my-shoe. I really appreciate that. Although there was only a few of you, i'm glad. I can't bear to disappoint you guys..

School is driving me crazy. All the deadlines, assignments, tests, projects, major exams. I feel like giving up. - However, this comes to my mind.. When you feel like giving up, think of why in the first place you held on for so long. True, I must hang in there.

Anyone there is willing to hear me?

2011-06-07T20:24:00.003+08:00

Exam this week and i'm suffering. Hahaha, i have awesome clique. I had too much fun.

Dear Mom, It's been so long since i write to you. How are you there? 1 year had passed, time travels. Things changed. Dad became much more better than last time, he stopped his gambling habit for close to 2 months. I'm happy for him. I know that you're there to bless all of us. I know that you still exist somewhere, watching over us.

I' m taking my tp this month. Haha, if you were around, i know you would wish me luck.

write to you soon. with love. This is full of grammar errors.

2011-04-13T01:01:00.001+08:00

I know that you're always there for me. I'm glad. You're too good for me, but I'll try to be as good as you.

2011-03-27T14:22:00.003+08:00

I'm always here for you. You can do it!

2011-03-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i just miss all of them too much.

why do i always pretend like i don't care. But in fact, i do. Its almost impossible for you to come back.

2011-03-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

Dead, but breathing.

'One of the saddest part of life is keeping yourself busy and pushing yourself to limit all day, And when you get home, lying in bed, you'll discover that after all what you've done to forget, is still in the same position you're trying to escape. This is too torturing for me, can someone fucking save me?

2011-02-24T17:29:00.002+08:00

If fate allows,

I can't expect you t build this bridge again, i tore it down twice.

Finally cleared my sub 2 for my pract, really a tough one like what others said. Though i took a way longer route t complete this subject i'm kinda glad that i did not give up.HAHAHA I hope that my determination would not used up. You know, Failure doesn't mean anything you can chose t face it in a different perspective. As long as you don't give up.

Sub 3 up next! Ah, kinda scared its a plank thingy and many cones which you have t maneuver. All th way Liqing!

Occupied w work and pract lessons recently, I have t stop stressing myself. Oh anyway, i got t thank Eugene for sharing w me so many tips and encouragement. Racer uh? HAHAAA. Bye!

2011-02-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Confidence? Where?

Had been thinking way too much these few days. I'm not fine at all. Bike practical lesson is killing me and it seems like i can't get any better. I can't afford t give up just like that, and part of me is telling me t leave it aside and concentrate on other stuff. So confusing. I really need more encouragement t keep me going. Hai.

Valentine's day? Hahahahaa, nothing much for me. It's just another day huh? I realized that my heart is calling out for you. And it's too late. I feel so stupid t regret.

Bye!

2011-02-09T22:20:00.005+08:00

Persistence.

Eighteen birthday, somehow i enjoyed myself w th girls, THANKS ALOT for th prezzies. <3 Eighteen, is quite havoc for me. I picked up my old habits once again, this time round i wasn't sure if i should cont, or leave it aside. CNY , steamboat at Clique's house, Wasn't supposed t celebrate this year, i bet Mom would understand. Th home-feeling which i had lost 6 months ago, Mom i miss you. Bike lesson was not as hard as i thought, not easy as it seemed. But, no matter what. I won't give up trying, though something is holding me back. Failure somehow overtook me, i believe i can overcome that.

School is starting in 2 months time! I'm really happy that i got in NP tgt w th course i want. Thanks Marc! All along encouraging me, and guess what! My first birthday wishes was from you! HAHAAA, see you around! and YOU OWE ME A MEAL.

I've no idea what i am talking about, summarizing bout my life now yes? Ha, bye! &Mom, i hope you won't be angry with me for taking up riding course! I know you're always around. Love you.

2011-01-30T12:52:00.002+08:00

17 years, 364 days old.

I am least excited, turning eighteen tmrw. I used t count down and stuff, but i guess maybe i am getting old, birthday is no longer important t me anymore. Hahahhaaa, Cny is approaching, everyone is getting ready for it. I wasn't allowed t celebrate new year this year. I've been invited t many friends house for steamboat etc, but i am worried.

This year i'm not looking forward t anything. Know why? All about Mom. It just feel so different.

2011-01-11T01:23:00.005+08:00

Dear Mom,

I got back my results this afternoon, i was quite satisfied w all th grades i have. I know that you didn't expect too much from me as well. Just like dad, he only hope that i can make it t poly, he doesn't asked anything much. I can sense that dad is happy for me, so do you right? All these while i know you were around, w us all th time. I miss you very much still and every night i would still think of you before i sleep. I am glad t have so many people who care for me, its my blessing for me t know them. i hope that you're proud of results and me. How are you there? People said that th other side of th world is far better. i believe you are doing well, love you Mom. I will continue t make you proud in future, and always.

2010-12-31T00:37:00.004+08:00

Last day of year 2010.

Many things happened. Be it good or bad. I had my wonderful seventeen bdae. I have everyone around me. I am very contented. Although 2 of my dearest left me, Mom and Grandpa. But still i believed that they are even more happy in th other world. Encouragement from family,teachers, friends and everyone else was a exception. It has make me become a stronger person. I met a awesome person this year, who never failed t make me happy and be there for me. Of cos, i appreciated what he done for me. I placed you right beside my heart all this while. Thanks.

Definitely, i hope that year 2011 will be a better year for me. And for everyone and you. I want year 2011 t be A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

2010-11-29T11:13:00.001+08:00

This feeling is totally unbearable.

Sour heartache feeling, i mean. and you'll never know.

2010-11-16T17:28:00.002+08:00

Maybe i should..

stop expecting any thing from you.
stop listening t all th songs you sent.
stop looking at those photos.
stop looking out for your status update in fb/twitter/msn.
stop thinking about you 24/7.
stop reminiscing all th good times we had.
stop feeling heartache.

treat you like a friend instead and stop thinking too much.

maybe all these shouldn't have started. I lost this game.

2010-11-15T20:26:00.007+08:00

Life after O's.

Suffered from insomnia during o level period, quite suck. Bro said that maybe was because i'm too stressed up and i always studied until when its near my bed time. I immediately went t sleep. Zz

BUT. After th o's ended, i can finally sleep well every night. Just that lack of sleep these days. Because? Because i've been going out early in th morn till late! Straight 3 days. Tired, but enjoyable (; I need t get back t my social life. Hahahahhahaaaa.

Shopping @Orchard, Slacking sessions at 1head and West coast park with primary school friends! I'm so glad that we get t spend quality time tgt. Although th rain spoil th kite-flying part. Chang teck was so pissed off. LOL!! Ooooops, Haiyo. HAHAHHAAA.

and today, Just got my job interview done. Will be starting work next monday! Grad night is just 4 days away! (;

I thought things would change for th better but, i won't give up still. Though occasionally th heartache is really killing me.

2010-11-10T23:10:00.004+08:00

I like th feeling when you've tried your best, encouraging people who are easily lose their confidence. Setbacks are t make you stronger aren't they?

I can't do it t myself.

But at least i know who i should turn t when having difficulties.

2010-11-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

Things changes,

And it will always be.

2010-11-02T20:11:00.001+08:00

I want t talk t you, i want you t talk t me. Can i?

Just 10 more days.

2010-10-25T20:12:00.003+08:00

You know, its really hard t get over someone. I swear

because, I can't get over you. or maybe i should really try t.

2010-10-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Dad, your 61st birthday. This year is diff, without Mom.

I know that Mom is around us, watching us as we celebrate.

Things start t flash back, we miss you Mom..

2010-10-17T18:21:00.002+08:00

4 more days to O's. ):

2010-10-13T18:40:00.001+08:00

Stop being a A.S because i don't care.

You know who you are. Bye

2010-10-08T23:00:00.005+08:00

5a2'10, Last day of official school lessons.

5 years in hiillgrove, Hahahaa i never regret spending these 5 years there. (: Especially knowing so many great/awesome people. Sad when i think that, we won't be studying/crapping/gossiping etcetc in th same classroom anymore. HAHAHAHA, so i definitely hope that all of us will do well in our o's and of cos! stayyy in contact always. (: Its only th last 17 days, Jyyy!

Class tee finally settled and hopefully all of us will be able t receive before nov. Those who participated really put in effort into it. Although it was only suggested during th last week of school. I'm really glad. (:

Not much stuff happening, revision everyday- My life, for now ONLY.

I think that's all about it, wont be blogging till o's over i think. LUCK!

2010-09-19T23:43:00.003+08:00

I wish upon th stars.

Trying t blog often as i didn't want my blog t be dead. It is here since 2007. I should keep it alive. If not everything would've gone wasted. This is a place where i expressed much of my feelings be it happiness or whatever. I find it a pleasure t read people's blog about how they felt after a day or so. Don't know why. Haaa.

Caught Resident Evil: Afterlife on friday night with just a few of us. Not as good as i expected ): However, it was still a good movie afterall. Prelims is over! But big thing is coming up next in 36 days. We're staying in hillgrove, for only th next 3 weeks. Till then, we'll be officially having our study breaks before th o's starts. 2010 time is passing wayyyy toooo fast.

So thats about it, oh ya i got hooked up with classical musics recently. Kinda surprising yea? Hahahahahaaaa, so night !

How have you been?

2010-09-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

I can. I know.

Jacq randomly asked me a question today, " Liqing, what will you do if you have a boyfriend and he cheat on you? "

I was rather surprised by her, i replied, " I will die. "

Last paper for prelim tomorrow: Phy/Chem pract.

I should feel glad. NOT. O's is in 39 days. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. Probably just gonna take a day or two break before i officially start revision, should draw out my study schedule this coming sat. Hahahahahahahhahahaaaa. Man, i'm tired, but i can still go on somehow.. no idea what keeps me going la.

Yes, time flies. I looked at my calendar, it's been a month since.

RE4 TMRW.

2010-09-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

Awesomeness.

Bro gotten his MacbookPro 2 days back and he was damn happy about it.
I'm happy too, because i got hold of his Acer lappy. Coooooooool which means i can hit starbucks, coffee bean more often. :P

Checked out lappy skin, which cost around $80+++. Shall go get it done next week after prelims. (:
And of cos, Resident evil afterlife with Jacqueline. Woooooo

Chemistry and Physics tys done. I love Liang court starbucks. Its freezinggggg cold here.
1 disadvantage of going out studying alone: You can't go pee. D: OKAY I NEED T PEE NOW. BYE, LEAVING THIS PLACE NOWWWWWZXC. AHHHHHHHHH

2010-09-09T20:18:00.002+08:00

Screwed mood nowadays. Friends that are putting up with me, sorry and thanks.

i think i need sometime t be alone.

I swear i would get back t you once its over.

2010-09-05T12:47:00.004+08:00

Throwing out.

I rushed my artwork, my prelim art, squeeze everybit of brain juices while doing research and everything else.
I drowned myself with reviews, revision etc
I meddled with stuff i shouldn't.
I kept myself busy, tired all th time.
Like a stretched rubber band,

I did all these, for what?

Because, i'm so used t it. And if i don't, my mind would be way full of you. How?
Wait Liqing, you shouldn't give up easily..

i need t vent, seriously. But not now.

2010-08-28T15:52:00.002+08:00

Focusing. Me

Ahhhhh, art is flooding me like hellz.
70% completed for coursework, butttttt. Prelim art comes in. Z
Both due on 16 sept. D: , Sick of drawing, somehow.
Okay shall continue, i'm not giving up. Ha

Dnt students had already hand up their coursework. So good ahhhh. ):
i doubt i can concentrate on my prelims till its my turn t hand up my work. Pfft

2010-08-24T13:22:00.004+08:00

Dear Mom.

老妈，如果今天你还在的话，就是你56岁生日。
我记得在今年母亲节我买一个蛋糕给你。
我还告诉你我一个朋友很好又有钱，买燕窝送给她母亲。
接下来我就说：“妈！在你生日我买给你okay?”
你就给了我一个微笑。就好像很开心的感觉。

我从来不会忘记。虽然你不在，但你永远活在我心里。
我现在一天比一天的坚强，我也有点适应没有你的日子。
我学习独立，别担心！平时还是有点懒惰啦。

好吧！

最后我想说的是，老妈我爱你。

2010-08-11T10:11:00.004+08:00

Back t feet.

I like th way people tried using strong encouraging words on me. It influenced me alot, and somehow i understood th meaning of what friends are for. Thanks yea.

I'm aware of people around me who cares about me. I appreciated every single things they had done. I fall easily, but i pick up easily as well.

Just for today, tomorrow onwards i got t be okay. I rested and wasted far enough time. I know that this is not th right time t solve and get over it. Liqing, please get your priorities right. Leave everything aside.

2010-07-28T17:32:00.005+08:00

As time goes by, people changed.

No idea what i'm i suppose t blog about. Racial harmony day? Hahaa. Really had a awesome day last wed celebrating our v 'last' RHD before we graduate. And! i remembered my black shoe hurts my toe just as bad as last year. Hahahaa. There was some other cooler costume like western suit (?) Japanese kimono, and even korea costume. It was really nice. That was th only day school seemed brighten up with colors. Instead of just having GREEN. Lol.

O levels is coming in 89 days time! Which is less than 3 months. Attended night study for like almost everyday. Bro was somehow afraid that i might break down just even before prelim start. Thn my effort would have gone wasted. Coursework is still left undone! I'm sure it'll still be a 'last min' work just like last year where we stayed back t chiong until th deadline had officially ended at 6pm. Mock test, revision, supplementary, practicals are drowning me. Like shit.

And seriously, i can't wait for next sat bbq where thats th day where Clique and I would enjoy ourselves. I. really. need. a. break. badly.

Sadly, hectic week for this and next. so i still have t perservere for a week or so. Ahhhhh.

Okay, so thats about it. Blog again real soon!

i let go.

2010-07-14T20:13:00.004+08:00

Over it.

Bloody long since i last posted. Yea, did get better. Rather glad that i got all th encouragement words, help and support from most people. Mom's memorial.. i would not forget.

Awesome weekends(s) with Clique and some other awesome people. (: Really love it ttm. <3

Alrightttttt! ....

Back t life! Prelims in 6 weeks time! Yes! i know i'm always writing about school, exams, homeworks and stuff. (But i can't helped it laa.) Time is passing way t fast. I'm lagging far behind time for my coursework which only left with bloody 2 months t complete 6 cardboards that is equivalent t about 10 sheets of drawing paper. DIE. As well as catching up with my weakest sub/topic/chapters which i have alr sum up ytd. No procrastination please! D:

Oral was a total crap for me. So shall not talk about it. Or i should say yesterday was totally a crap day? (Lol)

Evening study programme starts next week onwards. Which is good. I will have more time for my revision as well as t complete my art research. I need t tie down my schedule. Shit

I'm seriously stuck with what t blog. But nevermind, i'll blog a proper one next time k! Hee (:

Bye!

Bro's birthday 16 july! Hope he'll be happy (: Few more birthdays coming up.. Ahhh.

It feels exceptionally good when someone appreciated what you've done for them. Unlike you. But i don't care anymore. (:

2010-06-21T13:06:00.001+08:00

Bye Mom.

Mom had never failed to finish her housework/job task. Even though she would always run into my room and complain to me and my brother that she was tired and stuff, all she really wanted was to devote one entire day for respite. Regrettably, I would always tell her ' CANNOT. Don’t be lazy!' and she would just frown at me. At night, she would always ask what we would like to have for dinner tomorrow, and she'll get it prepared. I realize I had been skipping her dinner ever since I started working. Fortunately, I got to savour the last dinner she prepared for me before she set off. And from now on, I will never be able to taste the food Mom had cooked anymore.

There are many great things I can say about her. I wonder if I continue writing down everything, will it make me feel better? No. I'm worried that I’ll be tearing instead. Her beautiful memories will always be well remained in my mind. She is aware that I am having my O level this year and I'm certain that she will bless me. Though Mom had left us for a far better place, I can still sense her presence. Mom will always be right beside me... I am sure Mom doesn't want to see me in such state, and so I will pick myself up and move on.

I'm glad that I have support from everyone. Really, thanks. Mother's day this year, i'll never forget.. Rest in peace Mom.

2010-06-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

Busy holidays.

Help 4 shortened our June holidays from 4 weeks t 3 weeks. Stayed back everyday till 5 t complete our art coursework. Great, did managed t finish what i'm supposed t. Hopefully it wouldn't ended up like last year, rushing like mad people when deadline is coming nearer.

Holidays, i didn't managed t rest as much as i want. Resting is good, but resting too much will caused myself t procrastinate even more la. In order not t become more lazy, went back pbj t work just for this hols. After that, i'm not able t go back anymore. ): Due t upcoming prelims and intensive revision. Dieeee. Working like 3-4 days per week. So still manageable, nt so bad. Caught up with Clique often during weekdays/ends and some other random people. Which is good. Didn't neglected anyone. (:

While this coming week, Will be going out with fir, gwenda&co. t town for movies! Follow by dinner on wed with Chester. Th last time we met was on Feb i think. Hahahhaaa.

Alright, i think just a short update will do. HAHAHA. Shall follow-up my timetable and complete my assignments AS SOON AS POSSIBLEEE! Siannnnn. Bye!

Deep thoughts. Way too much these few days. ):

2010-05-17T23:21:00.006+08:00

Madness you.

Mid yr exams over! Yea man, lack of post& pictures. So like finally! HAHA. Mid yr period was very stressful for most of th people, am i right? Yea, i notice that during that period of time, everybody had their mood swings, bad attitude temper, weird habits etc. Including myself. I was sort of "EMO" at that time. You know, everynight before you went t bed, Formulas, key points and stuff lingers in your brain. This is no good you know, because your brain lack of resting. End up you felt lethargic th next day whn you taking th papers. Not cool at all!

Shall not talk about mid-yr since it's alr overed! Tomorrow, might get back certain results for some subjects. No point worrying, if had not done enough revision. So, why not just enjoy th feel of mid yr is over! Well, i know i'm repeated alot of times. -_- Lol.

Got back t work at pbj. It was certainly awesome for th time being. Hopefully next week i'll be able t get use t th new manager. Crapping during work, laughing out loud, accidentally done stupid actions infornt of customer. Not so bad, still managed t survive. Hopefully i will be able work as usual for some extra allowence. The bad things comes in, I get t spend lesser time with my family esp my bro and my usual kakis. ): Good thing is I will be able t keep my mind on track and stops me from thinking way toooooo much. :D

Thats about for th whole of this or should i say last week since its monday today! ONE MORE THING. O level mother tongue paper is in TWO BLOODY WEEKS TIME. SHEEEET. D:
Hope everyone had their wonderful& enjoyable weekend. (: As well as yours.

Shall post REALLLLL sooon! :D

You keep me "suspended". Can you please tell me why?

2010-05-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

Little too not over you.

Sometimes i find that my blog is getting boring-ier. No photos posted and stuff. (Purely just words. -_-) For this whole entire week, i had been visiting cck lib everyday. Fixed timing, fixed people, fixed venue worst of all, FIXED subject. Geography! But i'm glad that finally i have finished th 2 topics (6 chapters) which are coming out for mye. Phewww. No more last min revision for me. Actually also quite kiasu la. Started combined humans 3 weeks ago. Woahhhh. Can't blamed noob in this subject. Zz

Weekend was awesome too. Though 2/4 days was studying from 1100hrs-1800hrs. Friday was sort of th best among that 4 days. No idea why, but I realized whenever its friday, everyone seemed happy. Had my pe lesson @gym. Luckily my right knee recovered! if not i don't know how t do my run. -_- HAHAHA. Went dinner and stuff. Still not so bad la. (:

Saturday, out dinner with Zhihao&co. Went venice's house. Terence's dad picked us up. Fun day. Not as bad as i expected. Anyway, Happy birthday Zhihao! :D

Spent Sunday@lib. Zoelim joined us for couple of hours. Chill-out @ bpp starbucks tgt with guanchin, junfeng, yishan&jacq while zoelim went off t meet elfyandika. HAHAHA. As for tday, same old stuff, watched ipman 2 which was really really super duper uber awesome! Recommanded for those who likes t watch action movies la. (:

Ya, so that's all for this week. Mye starts on Wed. Ahhhhh. Bye!

i'm aware of th consequences, but i've alr made up my mind. You.

2010-04-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

Comprehended.

Last Sunday, i had this p6 gathering@ ecp for bbq. Everything turns out t be awesome. Yes, i did enjoyed ourselves and crapping, gossiping around etc. Though for some of us, we don't usually met but still we clicked on very well (: Over th weekdays, Relief period almost drowned us as well as Maths reviews& past year papers. -_- 3/4 alr completed for me hopefully i can finished by this weekend.

For this week, i was late twice, firstly it was on monday. Thanks t th lrt, which had many many problems recently, prolly because it was raining all day long so th system abit cranky. My mood was on a rollar coaster this week, but i was enjoying myself during ytd's p.e lesson. I had my napfa test taken. All along my standing board jump always failed. For ytd, i improved 30cm. Which means, my legs had been gaining muscles since i started jogging/running. Cool. Yea, my thigh is aching badly now. I can't even walk or sit down properly. What th hell. Its okay, it will take at least 3 days for me t feel better. -_- Th stage was filled with mats for sit-up. So, i begun t do my 'gymnastic' Lol. Damn fun and funny like a class clown. Those people who saw would know what i'm talking about. xD HAHAHA.

That's all for this week, nothing much just wanna keep my blog alive& kicking. HAHA. Mye is in 12 days time! Jiayouuuu everyone! Esp Zoelim&Clique =D As for tday imma enjoy myself with th Siao Clique later! last week t play before mye starts. :D Revision started, i'm least worried. (:

Don't forget, i'm always right behind you.

2010-04-14T19:22:00.002+08:00

Not over you.

Since the start of term 2, i could feel th stress shooting up. I begun nt t care for people around me, i became selfish, i became more and more like a drug addict- not for drugs but sleep. Not getting proper rest as once again, my brain is not compromising with me. Mye is just 3 weeks away. I seriously need t paln my time wisely, i'm trying my best not t think anything. Friends, pardon me for not being my usual self @times in school. ):

My brain is always stuck when i tried reading sylvester's blog post. Your english don't so good can? LOL!

i've decided not t give up on you, although i'm awared that i've made th wrong choice.

2010-04-06T20:23:00.005+08:00

Credits t Suzy. (:

2010-04-05T16:48:00.005+08:00

David's Farewell dinner ):

Photos uploaded/tagged. Credits t jasmine (: More photos! Stay tune! =D

2010-04-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

Nothing else, but that.

Lack of updates recently. Longgg weekend for this week from Thursday onwards. Why? Thurs we had this x-country @ Japanese garden. So called sportsday for us lah, everybody seemed enjoying be it those that were running/strolling/walking etc. Did managed t complete th 3-km run. Quite happy (:

While on friday, went t have fun@ 172 bbq pit where engene's birthday celebration held. Not so bad, and still get t see some grad seniors. Can see that i spent almost all th days going out had fun? Homework is still not done, until yesterday. Went t cck lib with yishan&jacq t get some work done. Productive enough t finish all my maths hw. Hahahaaa.

As for tday, going out for farewell dinner with working colleagues as David will be leaving us soon! ): Just some brief post, Hahaaaa. Mye is just 4 weeks away. D: I can do it!

2010-03-21T13:53:00.005+08:00

Existed.

March holidays is coming t an end. Tomorrow we'll be back t school again! Sounds good? NO. That piles of homework are waiting for me. And lastly.. My art research! I didn't done anything over this holiday. I bet i'm gonna be dead. Deadline drawing closer and closer. ): After this March holiday, i will have no time t do anything else. Which means, till the end of O levels. Sigh..

Well anyway! I did played t the fullest for the past few days. Going home in the middle of the night& stuff. Dad was furious with me therefore, i'm being a good girl t stay at home ytd and today. HEEHEE. After this holiday i'm also not suppose t go out late or often. Quite a good thing for me huh. I can save alot of money & have plently of rest. Just that i'll miss having fun with Clique. ):

On thursday, i had this crazy idea of having picnic at Marina barrage and the rain spoiled everything that i've planned. Shit Luckily, we thought of a place with shelter and large spaces for this large group of people t makan& play which was Skypark that big shelter bomb@ Vivocity. AHHAA. Cool right, Amanda& zhihao suggested this another crazy idea. Overall the food was awesome. Especially Kenny's maincourse which was the fried beehoon. Woohooo! Waited for the rest t come. Pooling session@ Dhouby ghaut. After that, some of them went over t sing Karaoke. Well, for me? I went home cover blanket and sleep in the air-con room. HAHA. =D

On friday, went out with my deardeardeardeardear Zoe lim. It was an enjoyable day for the both of us. As well as a bad day. We had Aijisen for lunch. Guess what? Both of us went t toilet twice. I think because the food was too spicy for us la. HAHA. Now she scared of eating food from there alr. xD Steamboat with jx, hh, wl, naipa@ Bugis. Then at night, went over t find gwenda@ Guanchin's house. Nothing much after that.

See after all these event, it made my engine stopped. I got no mood t study or getting ready for school. Shit, 7 more months t O level. I seriously need t buck up soon. I don't want the same old thing t repeat again. Ahhhhhhhhh. This post is super duper uber long winded. Sorry ah. =D

2010-03-15T15:42:00.001+08:00

Sorted out.

3 consecutive days of outing. Need alots of rest just in case i fall sick during march hols= No need t play. ahahaha. Friday, IT fair at suntec convention hall was far too crowded. I only managed t stay for 30 mins or less then i wanted t rush out t catch some fresh air. Slacked outside while waiting for the rest t get their electrical gadgets& etc. Sheesha@ Haji lane. Eveyone was kinda excited because this was the first time all of us tried these stuff. Had beer& stuff nothing much. Did got a lil tispy that night, as well as a few of them which bought some liquor over t gombak t slack.

Weiliang's chalet. Overnight with all the other people which had been invited by him. BBQ food and stuff during the late evening. He was kind enough t served food for us all the time. Really nice of him. Aha
Drinking session. Ko-ed after fifteen mintues later, i sweared that the headache almost killed me. Extreme headache ah, Slept for a while & luckily had Naipa& the rest t look after. Threw up & eveything went better.
Bath& slept throughout the night. Didn't enjoyed with th rest of the people ): But i knew that all of us had fun that night. And yesterday, after couple of years, i finally got t meet yunjie =D AHAHA.

I realized that the way i blog today sounded weird. Stop here ah.

2010-03-11T18:48:00.005+08:00

Last week of school.

Had lessons only on mon&tues. While ytd till tmrw, we're having enrichment classes. Quite interesting though. Not as bad as i thought la. 5a1&5a2 are joined, that makes the class more merrier. (: Instructors also very funny& good la= awesome. Purpose of this programme? Alot alot. Ahaha. Last day of school tmrw! Quite looking forward t holidays, But holidays= many many assignments. Last but not least, Art research ): Die die must do alr if not i will be lagging behind everyone. D:

Heading over t IT fair tmrw with BIG clique. Woohoo

Once again, you broke your promise.
You want bullshit with me ah. So be it.

2010-03-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

End of CT.

its been aged since i used this desktop of mine. Anyway, need a short break after CT. Because soon after that, Mid-year exam will be around the corner= More work load, more busy, more stuff t study as compare t CT. I could feel that time was sort of passing too fast. March already. Wa, sian.

Received some of the results back for certain subjects. Initially, i did not study hard enough. It came out just as bad as i expected. Not pushing the blame t anything, because it won't changed. So, just work harder for the upcoming exams. Mood was abit screwed recently, probably due t the stress in my studies. Not t worry, after couple of days, i'll be fine. Was quite glad that some of my close friend tried cheering me up and stuff. At least i know that, there's somebody out there who are still concerned about me.

Many things t talked about but i don't know how where t start. Today in class i had a watch party. Joanna was laughing her ass off. Aha, rather stupid. At least, i did enjoyed. =) Slack throughout lessons since exam was just over, Only yesterday.. Had lunch@ yewtee ashton. I swear i wanna enjoy all the weekends i have till the end of March Holidays! Ahhhh.

I think i'm becoming worst.

2010-02-21T21:22:00.007+08:00

Chinese Newyear ' 10

New year's celebration with usual people. Had steamboat @Randy's house. Which most of us are splitted into 2 groups for the dinner. As usual and stuff. Friday, Benedict's house for poker& majong session.

Common test is less than a week away. I have yet prepare anything for it. Humanities, Argh killer subject for most of us. Hopefully by tomorrow i will be able t revise part of it. ): Another busy week for me.

For all i know, i've t commit all my time t studies first. & You, i'm not your whatsoever. So, i like t make friends with whoever i like, why should you care? Fml.

Credits photo t - Randy, Jacqueline & Gwenda (:

2010-02-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

I got a great friend name, Sly. =D

2010-02-14T21:19:00.003+08:00

Caught in the middle.

Busy week had finally ended. The baazar for the charity was godly well done. Managed t raise a sum of money for them. Very satisfied. And, all our effort had paid off. Everybody did their part, i could see that everyone was so into this fund-raising event.

Friday was a long day for me. School till 1, lunch with Clique, Shopping@Orchard/Bugis Lastly, Drinking/Crapping session@ Venice's house. I was the first t drop dead on that night, probably i was really way toooo tired. most of them enjoyed themselves la, because i heard lots of noise/laughters from them. And they played don't know what, 'Indian poker' la. See the name also feel like laughing. HAHA. Headed home in the morning and slept throughout till mum woke me up for reunion dinner. =D Nothing much after that. Anyway, Reunion dinner was awesome la.

CNY for this year was alil different. I also dont know why.

2010-02-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

我真的不是你想象中那么好.

2010-02-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

Tedious week ahead.

Well today, school outing t sci centre. Not really fascinating as for Crystals making, we've sort of done before during Sec 2. Hopefully some of you all still remember lah. Haha. Maths test on sets&notation tomorrow. Don't really like this topic, because it require lots of brain power for me. D: Some people find it easy la, but i dont. ): Wednesday, Chemistry test ): Thursday we will offically start selling our products for charity, as well as part of our CIP project. Therefore tomorrow, Eunice will be sure busy making her beautiful rich with creams mini cupcakes (Yum! Remember mine share! With lots of cream =D) As for me, JELLIES. With help of Joanna, t lighten my burden. HAHA. (:

Oh ya, As for Thursday. Shopping with Mom& Sis for new year clothing ( NOT ME, BUT FOR THEM) after lessons and stuff. Pray hard that i will not be so tired right after class D: Friday, few periods of lessons before school celebration for CNY. Still what? Concert lah. Same for every year. However, still anticipate a better one for this year. (: After that, probably meet up with Ass =x t get my last set of CNY clothes. Saturday, Reunion dinner with family. (: So on..

Sort of fast for this year huh? Still not ready for new year lahhhh. T.T

ENLIGHTENMENT SMILE! HAHA. =D

Last but not least, Happy 17th birthday t Yishan (:

2010-02-01T21:52:00.001+08:00

I can't stop looking at these pictures. (:

Credits t Randy& Jacqueline for all the photos. =D

2010-01-31T21:04:00.007+08:00

All of us are in either black or white.
I'm heavy like sheet.
Randy!
Yishan is as heavy as me. HAHA
Tricia! with Eugene's soft-toy,
Gwenda!
The judges.
Yishan!
Me and the birthday cake (:

Jump shot! Amanda& Zhihao.
Standby.
JUMPED! Look at venice! HAHA
OUR 'PARTICIPANTS', xD
Best of the best. (:

Seventeen Birthday.

There's still tons of tons of pictures not uploaded but posted at facebook. I'm seriously in love with them as well as i appreciated what they have done for me. Without them, i doubt that i would have such a memorable birthday. All the 17 of you, Thanks for everything and effort you guys put in, presents, greetings and all the 'lies' you guys thought of. I was really surprised that the so-called soft toys i asked you guys t brought along and you all really did. And stuffs like dedicating songs, a sudden shouting from you guys " HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQING" seriously this year's birthday is far fucking better than last year. I hope that you guys had fun too.

Really did not smelled any fish where they asked all of us t meet venice under her block while she was late. I stupidly followed them and, ya birthday cake. HAHA. Thanks alot. it was my fav. cake (: Headed t Marina Barrage. Walked around the gallery with Randy. It was really awesome t see how they managed all these reservoir and floods etc.

Lao pa sa for dinner. Smelly toufu! Which i finally yearned t taste it on the begining of jan, 60 stics of satays, mussles and clams stingray, and etc. Beer followed next. Drank only a little. Afterall, i 'forced' always everyone t taste smelly toufu by 'throwing' a piece in their bowls. HAAHA. Can easily tell whether they liked it or not. (:

Up next, Eugene Lee won the Most cutest/nicest soft-toy contest. Beryl's chocolate in favour of Tiramisu, strawberry, chocolate and vallina. HAHA. Had alots alot of group photos taken which will only be uploaded once i receive it la (: Venice, zhiming and amanda left early. While some of them took bus home and so on..

Afterall, slacked at cck. Joanna and Jiawei left us, stayed t gombak. until dawn (: Woke up kinda late. Small celebration with family. While on friday, Had steamboat with p.school friends. Literally i've failed my diet plan badly for this week laa. ):

Thanks:
Gwenda, Tricia, Joanna, Amanda, Venice, Yishan, Jacqueline, Zhihao, Zack, Eugene, Andy, Wenhui, Jiawei, Kenny, Zhiming, Terence, Randy, Zoe, Elfy, Qinyi, Eunice, Chia leng, Siewhwei, Jolene, Chester, Jasmine, Ah hui, Glenn, Yujia, Liyue, Kahmin, Chongjin, Shermaine, Marcus, Amanda s. , Clarence, Weiliang, Yongli, Yanleng, Teckhong, Changteck, Sweeyang, Shiyi, Jieliang, Weiping, Kaiwen, Jonathan, Sikang, Sigmund, Yingying, Benedict, Hazeem, Firdaus, Yaorong, Weilin, Zhixiang, Jolene n, Wenda, Brandon, Yahting, Wensien, Yingshuang, Aileen, Wanxin, Chaoying, Xuan hui, Meiyun, Alex, Katherine, Russell, Benjamin, Nadia, Gwenda's mum, Shanwei, Justin, Rose, Sean, Junjie, Zhiyan, Hongtat, Zhijie, Dragon, Sylvester, Weiteck, Teckchin, Yueyin, Aaron, Peixuan, Suzy, Faizal, Brendyn.. Sorry if i'm missed anyone of you. ):

Lastly, Happy birthday t me. (:

2010-01-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

Will post everything at one go on sunday. =D Stay tune!

2010-01-24T20:00:00.011+08:00

Better than it ever was.

Okay, most of the photos where either screwed or blurred. Lol, Too bad! No photos. ): Until i receive all other photos in facebook.

I did not lost my blogging bug. Its just that, i was hell busy ever since school reopens. Research for my Art totally turns me off and i'm like stucked in nowhere now. This feeling was bloody awful, as if like what, Argh i can't describe at all. So far, i did not procrastinate at all. Whew.

Friday, the weather was bad, therefore it spoiled my plan during my pe lesson- Jogging. Had Captain's ball instead. Kinda fun though, Fall down a couple of times while trying t 'blocked'. HAHAHA. Around the evening, went lib t carry on with my research, found nothing at all. Darnshit -.- Headed over t a friend, weilong's birthday chalet at ecp, together with Jasmine& the rest. Met Weilin and Mm got into a conversation- Old times. Sang birthday song, ate birthday cake. Headed home with Liyue& Chester. Overall- Not as bad as i thought (:

Saturday, Headed t town in the afternoon t shop for some CNY stuff. Went t catch a movie: Daybreakers. Average movie, Gruesome-ness was O-kay only. Right Jacq? xD HAHA. During the movie, Gwenda was sitting beside me and she got freaked out most of the time. HAHAHAA. Slack after the movie till midnight. Before that, shared some ghost story, everyone was afraid t go home alone. Including me. But I'm lucky enough that someone was still awake. Gwenda was the luckiest la. HAHAHA.

As for today, i need t get on with my homework now. Slept for the whole day. HAHAHA. From tomorrow onwards, schedule is damn damn packed all the way till 20 feb. Which means any of this time, i might fail my diet plan.

Wordy post! Sorry.

2010-01-07T20:40:00.003+08:00

Afresh.

Finally get t blog!Wheehoo. Eversince school reopen its been kind of busy for me. I had no idea what i'm actually busy with. However, as usual i always took a nap once i reached home. Nothing much for the first few days. A-little-not-used-to it feeling yet, maybe it is only the first week of school.A little changes here and there. Quite satisfied la. 5A2'10 (:

A trip t SP open house today. Not that awesome as we're on our own. ): Kinda miss workplace at times la. Siannn ): Coursework and stuff will be distribute t us next week. Which means, i have t start with my drawing etc. soon. Ahhhhh ): Can see all the work is compliling up. while week 7-8 we will have our common test already. I bet this year will pass even faster than last year.

Lastly, i hope that this year will be a even better year for me. &you.

2010-01-01T04:39:00.003+08:00

Days that i'll never forget.

30/12- Sentosa outing with TONS of people. Enjoyable. Group phots will be posted soon. Love it.

Last day of 2009. Begining of 2010. Pathetic year had passed, i gotta feeling that 2010 will be a awesome year for me, and everyone right? Feel sad, yet happy as well. Ridiculous me.

Well, 3 more days t school reopen. I will really really miss all of you. A lil unwilling t leave you guys.You guys were great. Unpleasent stuff? i've already thrown back in 2009. Bye 'sucker!' & i wanna find back my old self- Old liqing :D

Good memories are really meant for me t keep. And, i've kept it right inside my heart.

2009-12-26T13:29:00.003+08:00

The eve of x'mas.

Best i ever had. Went lao ba sa for supper with friends& colleague. Tried smelly-tofu. Down t orchard before dawn breaking. Long chit-chat, played board game- Taboo. Uno, poker games. Lastly, headed home in the morning with half dead/half eye-closing. Great night, great day t remember.

Slept less than 5 hours. Headed t ikea with family. Had lunch. After that drop by t meet zoe. Evetually dropped dead on bed. HAHA.

2009-12-22T12:12:00.004+08:00

Perfection.

Lack of updates. Busy with work/stuff etc. Gotten back the result, kinda satisfied lah. Mr.Chin is gonna stress me next year again! D:Everyone was happy, and i felt happy too.Must work even harder next year already. Z

As for the past few days, on the 20th was tricia's birthday. However this year, i did not managed t celebrate with her and those kakis.):Nevermind! Will have chance one okay! (:Got her something which totally touched her. Haaa.Zhihao's brillant idea! xDBefore that, went vivocity with Zoe&Elfy. Took couple of photos.

School is re-opening in 2 weeks time. I still haven't tune back my regular sleeping time. D: And, for sure i miss this long holidays.& i'm not prepared t go back t school yet lah. HAHA. okay bye! I think my post sound so stone.. =x LAST BUT NOT LEAST, i'll miss all my colleague. ):

2009-12-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

Let fate decide.

Had been working like no body business these few days. Went over t cineleisure outlet from 7-12. Met some new awesomepeople out there. But then i still prefer bugis. =x Recently i need tons of rest t replenish my energy. Just because i work a day for 13.5 and another day for 12. Wa, old already. x.x

Going over kbox with some friends on wed. Ah, i don't know what else t say already.

i see you, i stomache la. z

2009-12-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

weirdo weirdo weirdo. Not referring you, not them but myself. How? ):

2009-12-06T22:56:00.005+08:00

Flashbacks.

Super duper uber fuber forgetful nowadays! No idea why. Now i have t write this on my hand so that i'll remember, 'i must punch my card everytime before i leave' Stupid me. Zzzz

Tedious week finally ended! 6 days of work. Phew, still alive& kicking. HAHA, everything as usual.

Just a short post laa. Sorry! How are you guys spending your christmas? (:

I hate regretting.

2009-12-01T21:13:00.003+08:00

Don't cry because it happened, smile because its over.

I didn't realised that it is the month of december already. So that means, i haven't been going t school for about 2 months alr. Which means, N levels was over for 2 months which means, RESULT WILL BE OUT SOON! D:

Ah, i miss school so badly seriously. I still remembered how i usually procrastinated whenever i had t do my revision for exams/tests etc. But the feeling is damn different for me now. Quite sentimental huh me? HAHA. Now all i can do for my holidays is t enjoy a lil & work for the rest. I can't imagine how i'm gonna survive next year, if i ever gonna make it for sec 5- O levels. Hell god.

Shall now crap so much eh, and yesterday was the worst day at work i ever had. Not blaming anyone but myself. Mustn't be so careless already. ): lilttle screw ups means- Not a perfect day anymore la. SIANNNN. Also glad that some colleague tried cheering me up. (: Thanks.

Not gonna care for other stuff. First priority now- get all the stuff right. No screw ups anymore. Others? i bo chup (means heckcare) alr. (: HAHAAHAHA.

Pardon me for my DAMN EXTREMELY SUPERLY URBERLY WORDY post kay? :D

waves* , ^(^(OO)^)^

2009-11-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

Once bitten, twice shy.

Like now, i should not give up so easily, just because it happened. Anyway, i've always been a good listener, but whose gonna listen t me? - Sorry. Can't helped it.

2009-11-26T16:05:00.007+08:00

Graduation dinner.

Its been a awesome night. Where all of us gathered together at York hotel for our dinner. Everyone was well-dressed up. Kinda glad that i did enjoyed myself. Food was alil above average. Everyone seemed excited that night. Headed for a chill-out session in one of the pub, followed by ton at aniq's house. Reached home only in the afternoon- half alive & dead. Lol

Many photos la. Log on t facebook for more details. HAHA. Feeling a lil tired, still tired. So, short post la. Sorry! HAHA.

ANDD... I THINK I LOOK FAT! ):

2009-11-24T11:17:00.003+08:00

i feel so bias. Aiya, whatever la. I also don't care already. Grad dinner in the evening, i ought t enjoy myself later. Why worry so much? Like someone said, i'm easily affected, even trivial matters.

2009-11-24T11:17:00.001+08:00

i feel so bias. Aiya, whatever la. I also don't care already.

2009-11-17T22:20:00.003+08:00

Random.

Actually i should be happy for what i have. Or am i demanding too much? No, i don't. You know? Everyday i woke up, i'd tell myself that it will be a better day each day. i'm dread of giving myself false hope thinking that' it's okay, everything will be fine' However end of the day, there will be still be screw ups here and there. I know nothing is perfect in the world. But somehow i wanna make it perfect. For this, i can be sure that the problem lies within me. Not the day anymore.

As usual, always had dreams. People said that when someone is having dream, that means your brain isn't resting which means i've been thinking/worrying too much. My sensitive behavior really suck. I'm stuck in this putting up with all those crap. There maybe only 1% of the people understand this, What about the other 99%? Fml.

2009-11-13T12:30:00.002+08:00

Can't go on.

Past few days work in the morning shift. First day was alright, but i'm careless enough t short change money and forgotten t give 30% t a customer. Feel extremely awful that day. Bro told me off& i felt much better. I shouldn't have set too high expectation. Everyone made mistakes. Tuesday and Wednesday was better already. I also learnt that i got a complaint from a customer. Is that customer which i forgotten t give the 30% thingy. But i did refund her the money, and wtf she still complaint? Damn these people, i should be more careful next time. Sighed..

Went out with pasta friend t catch 2012. It was a awesome show& glad that jasmine booked the tix for us. if not i think confirm full house. This was the first time i went out with them so, the day was fun too (: The movie lasted for almost 3 hours. Managed t get home and chatted on phone with Zoelim until 3 plus. Well, she's in love. HAHAH.

Meeting Suzy later and go together for work. Friday, 13th! today. Hope wouldn't be any unlucky things happen laa. ):

2009-11-08T01:24:00.006+08:00

i look retard.

Awesome.

3 days work week ended. And the last day of work was really awesome. I short changed a dollar plus upon working only 2nd day at cashier. Need improvement huh. The way i talk was way too fast, i need t slow down. Lol. Clicking off even better with others.

Had dinner with Yishan& co. together with Qianyu, Firdaus and Hazeem at Pastamania on Friday night. HAHAHAA. Kinda fun hanging out with Fir & zeem. Chat and stuff. Before that went t Gwenda's granny's house for lunch. So yummy & i damn like the soup. Hee.

And yesterday, went out with Eunice, qinyi & Zoe. As they were shopping for grad. night stuff. Tiring as we went t lots of places. Cityhall to Bugis then t Haji lane then Orchard ion, Wisma. Non-stop. My leg was aching badly! Lol. But great day laa! (:

I don't know what i'm suppose t say. But ya, since so long i didn't really post my day, lost the feel of blogging alr. And i always think that i'm not good enough. Sometimes i realized that my brain wasn't resting when i was sleeping, because i had countless dreams that makes me mixed up with reality. I'm really tired already.

Bye.

2009-11-05T01:49:00.002+08:00

I wanna scream my lungs out. I seriously need distress.

I don't know what i've been thinking lately. I'm confusing myself, being so paranoid. Perhaps i'm 'scared' of it now. Maybe i should sort it out.. Avoiding does help sometimes. I wanna numb myself by sleeping/working. Seriously i need it. Workaholic? HAHA. But who cares?

2009-11-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

I wanted t avoid, But i can't.

Everything was still fine for me. Alive and kicking. Try out morning shift on Monday. Hit off pretty well, managed t get the stuff done correctly etc. Getting along well with people over there. Kinda contented. i shouldn't have procrastinate so often. Man, i feel bad.

I'm stuck with what t say now. Ahh, crap post ignore it.

2009-10-30T00:28:00.003+08:00

In order t see the rainbow, i must bear with the rain first.

Work was still fine. Getting better better, and i'm not dread going t work anymore. Instead sometimes i was looking forward to. its good to have Ah hui the chef t joke around with me Although sometimes he's abit irritating like today poke my nose when he walked out the kitchen. Lol. And one bad thing, i'm starting t talk like him now. Ah, thanks ah. FYI he' s a malaysian. HAHAHAA. And glad t see weijian & tian jia today! Thanks dude.

Next monday is a hell day for me. Working from 12-11pm. AHHH. After next week, i will be working morning t evening instead. Which means, No more closing! :D Feel rather stress nowadays, Sorry t those that i showed attitude to. Well, de-stress tomorrow! Town- shopping with Gwenda, Lucius and Fir. Yay! As well as sat. Great! Before that, drop by school t collect grad night ticket. (:

Alright post when i have time. See you! & You can do it. :D

2009-10-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

Very piss la. Zzz

2009-10-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

Infatuation.

Finally tedious week ended for me. Damn shiok and happy. Work was fine for me through getting the hang of it already. And then! I'm only working 3 days for this week. Yay. Afterall, i still hate the closing part. Lol, always scared t get scolded one. HAHA.

Nowadays i can't really sleep well. Worrying about things and stuff. Being far too paranoid. I easily get upset with some minor comments that people advice t me, and i mistook it as scolding me. Hell. What's wrong with me? Am i being too sensitive? I super duper uber fuber hate this feeling ):

Not working tomorrow. Hope i can regain my 'old' self back asap. Can't wait for this weekend! Fri& Sattttt! Yahoooo. :D Working ain't easy ): Oh yaa, i realized my blog is pretty dull/plain. No photos etc for the time being. Sorryyyy.

O levels has started this week! All the best t those who are taking. &Same for you (:

2009-10-22T13:24:00.004+08:00

I always hope for a rainbow after the rain.

Hi people. Just blog for the sake of killing time. Yesterday was sort of my best day at work. Everything went smooth. I could sense that they had already look at me with different perspective. Not really 'title' me as Trainee anymore. (: Get along with people well too. Actually i'm starting t like work now. HAHHAA. But still, i detest that particular person and C-L-O-S-I-N-G part. Really tedious.

5 days, 1 down 4 t go. I can' wait for next friday! Because will be planning some events after we gone back school to collect our grad night ticket :D Hilton back t York again. Ahh, sian la. D: And recently i've been having irregular eating time, gastric gonna conquer soon. Not forgetting, Dry throat! ): Okay, shall stop crapping now. This is a crap post. Bye :D

2009-10-20T13:54:00.007+08:00

Dad's birthday.

Day turns out t be fine for me. Dad's birthday was awesome. I could see him grinning ear to ear, HAHAHAA. Seldom could see him so happy. Drop by jurong point with Yishan to get dad's birthday cake. Conincidentally saw Teck hong and Yao rong. They seems t be pretty fine. (:

I always like birthday celebration. or family days. I don't know why, it gives me a no worries-at-all feeling. HAHA, so cool right. And past few days i had also enjoy myself lot because this week i will be working for 5 days, which includes weekends. Wa, sian la. Have t see that person face for almost a week. Darn. Which means this weekend i'm unable t enjoy with my Clique ):

Totally turns me off when i thought of the days i've t work. 6 hours, phew. But shag la.
You know what? I dreamt of you yesterday again. You gave me something like a warm hug.

2009-10-17T14:01:00.003+08:00

Red.
People only tends to regret after they lose something, Why?

Happy, somehow sad? This picture is taken like years back. I could still remember tricia took this. HAHAHAA. Very funny ah she. I found this in my friendster which is like dead for a long time. Facebook is better. (: HAHAHA.

Working still fine. Doesn't like certain people there. They thought that i am new here, just a trainee. So they can just 'say' whatever things they want. I wanna do the best to prove them wrong. Hope their mouth will rot asap. LOL. So what if their experience is better than me? Fool.

Pretty happy that i'm not in the weekend shift this week. Fun day with Yishan, Lixin, Wenke & Dixon. IRC for pool. After that, met Zoe for late dinner/supper prataaaa. :D Kinda tired upon reaching home, slept at 3. D:

Didn't managed joining Andy& co. to sentosa today. Woke up kinda late. Hope they will enjoy themselves! (: And, What should i do today? Hmm. Father's birthday is around the corner. D:

2009-10-14T13:25:00.003+08:00

Fate.

First day of work yesterday. Well, glad to see Zhihao, Kenny, Zack, Andy, Zoe, Gwenda, Jacqueline, Much appreciated because, when i saw them it gives me much more confidence. Thanks guys! (:

Serving and stuffs were still alright, only could recognized some of the pasta& etc. Also kinda worried that might sent wrong orders. Lol, colleagues&manager were okay as well, Good to have a senior, William to teach me all the stuff.

Second day at work, still a little tense up. Lol

Nightmares still haunts me every night, Why? am i too stress? or? I bet there's too many things on my mind.

2009-10-12T08:25:00.002+08:00

Tear.

i never knew it will affect me this much.

Didn't like the feeling of making myself very very tired and going to bed. Because, end up i would have countless dreams. Dreams that are weird, some impossible and stuff. Sometimes I will mixed up my dream& reality. How stupid.

Just a random post.

2009-10-11T18:09:00.004+08:00

Falling.

Got up not long. Well, yesterday was the last day for me in night life. Reached home at 4 plus. HAHAHAA. Managed to finished explaining stuff regarding to chemistry to yishan. 40/50 huh yishan. HAHA. Mc-spicy hor. Hope Chem paper wouldn't be a problem to her. Same for Lixin (:

Know a couple of new friends yesterday. Nice people thought mind are filled with crazy ideas. Hilarious summore. Especailly that 三八老 ! HAHAHHAA. and please stop flicking my bun. LOL!

Dry throat. Probably had too much fried stuff. Tueday start work! Ahhhhh.

I'm trying my best not to think about it. No avail.

I can't wait for Outing with p sch friends at 12 nov! Ecp laa. And, Naipa& sweeyang co.

2009-10-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

I'm over with it. Hopefully.

Bloody happy with many things. HAHA.

Firstly- N level is over for me! HAHA. but still have some formula stuck in my brain. I too 1 month to get rid of my ss notes in my head. HAHA. Ah shit, i can remember some of it now. Argh. Good luck to people out there taking D&T and POA on monday! :D

Secondly- i gotten a job in F&B. Which means i need not rot at home for this holidays! Pastamania at bugis junction. Support support huh. HAHA. My dear Zoe is also working at bugis. But she works as a promoter at BHG. But lucky la! we can go home together. HEHE. (:

Thirdly- Not more drifting! I could sense it! (:

Graduation night is 2 months away! Excited* HAHAHAHAA. How are you guys doing? (:
O's is in 17 days time. All the best to them!

Accompanied Zoe to her work place this morning. Everything went smooth for her. Glad (:
Jogging later with Clique. Followed by.... PRATA FOR DINNER! YAHOOOOO. :D

Bye! Wouldn't be posting much alr! Text me instead! (:

2009-10-05T18:36:00.003+08:00

fat face.

One- sided.

Science paper started off pretty well. Managed to finish what i planned. People said i'm cool. Because most of them are rather tense about it. I don't know why too.

8-4pm tomorrow. Hell, Art followed by Maths. x.x

我真的好不喜欢这种感觉，快要崩溃了。

2009-10-04T03:09:00.002+08:00

Nothing last forever.

Friday was the last day of school. I felt pretty sad. 4 years bypass just like that. Kinda miss the old times, especially lower sec. I felt so reluctant to leave school that day. Well as usual, went dinner with old people and played with sparklers. We played in advance because, saturday was a busy day for us to revise our work. Mooncake festival was not celebrated. ):

Woke up in the late afternoon and had serious migraine. Couldn't concentrate studying for chem. However, met yishan in the evening and headed to cck lib. Glad it works. After that, gombak mac to meet lixin, studied until 2am. I'm happy that i managed to get my plan worked out.

Didn't nap for the whole of this week. and i did it. Something proud for me because i'm a very lazy person. Lol Hopefully 'later' i will be able to finished up my physics.

Its really fast, monday is the first paper. Goodluck to everyone. and myself (:

it feels great to be loved, rather than loving someone.

2009-10-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

One good news to share with, Art finally finished.
effort paid off. Because i thought i wouldn't be able to make it.
How good. Relief.

Have to really study hard for geog. Need to get my study mood back. Same for you.

i hope i could share the joy with, you.

2009-09-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

Not right.

Count down for phase 2: 5 days left.
Mood: Stress up with no facial emotions.
Feeling: Feeling sick because maths paper is invading everyone's brain. HAHA.

Stayed back for art. Gonna complete my painting real soon. I haven't really got stared for geog yet. Alot to catch up. 5+1 days left for subjects like Maths, Chem, Phy to cover. No time no time..
Whenever exams period starts, i neglect everyone. But don't worry i will get back t you all real soon. (: Prom dinner, hmm w/o junjie. How?

Down to lib on sat, should i ask you or not? D:

Btw, my comp died. using bro's desktop instead.

2009-09-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

How is everybody doing?

~~for me, not so well. i guess.~~

N level part 2 is arriving in a weeks time. Only 1/4 of the revision are done. Still alot alot more to go. Currently still rushing with my prep-work for art. D: My study plan has been corrupted due to my lazy-ness. I've been sleeping way too much recently!

Migraine worsen. and panadol doesn't seems to be taking effect on me. D: How man..

Sometimes i feel that i should learn to take things slow. and probably treasure the people around me.

Still pondering, what to do? Anyone?

2009-09-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

So good at assuming, go be fortune teller la. You think i can read minds? Sorry i can't.