This shall be the best place to express what i'm gonna say. Probably treat it as i'm venting my anger yea?

I don't enjoy people digging out my past. So does you people right? Well, i mean past which was unhappy/unpleasant. For example, Relationships.
Relationships problems really kills. I hate it the most now after that freaking incident. I extremely afraid of having a partner with me now. All thanks to that particular person. I didn't want that to happen ever again. It still haunts me for now, but i know i could get over with it real soon.

Somethings are not meant to be said. Sad case, i don't like my OWN friends telling other people about my past, i assumed that you have already know everything, but why don't you just keep it to yourself yea? I don't mind people approached me and asked. So, its a gentle reminder i bet you know who you are. No point exposing, it doesn't give me the rights to do so too.
Keeping quiet doesn't mean i don't know what's going on. My radar can scan very fast one :D.
Just put yourself in other people's shoes. I know you won't like it.

Firstly, you started telling others i'm a slut/bitch. So what? I regret wasting my bloody time with you, you intruded my freedom. You take over everything, like i'm pet of yours. After losing it you learnt how to cherish, Basket. So what if i like that guy right now? This was what you driven me to. Think about it, and please don't act pathatic. 我也不值得你去等待，我不敢当.
Tell you something, whenever i see you it irks me & i feel like cutting you up in pieces.
yea, i'm sick in an ass now. This was what you force me to. Fuck it.

It was suppose to be a enjoyable day for me, i'm not going to care about anything else.
gotta do my work & turn in early.
mood truly sucks. bye

No one is perfect.