Random.

Actually i should be happy for what i have. Or am i demanding too much? No, i don't. You know? Everyday i woke up, i'd tell myself that it will be a better day each day. i'm dread of giving myself false hope thinking that' it's okay, everything will be fine' However end of the day, there will be still be screw ups here and there. I know nothing is perfect in the world. But somehow i wanna make it perfect. For this, i can be sure that the problem lies within me. Not the day anymore.

As usual, always had dreams. People said that when someone is having dream, that means your brain isn't resting which means i've been thinking/worrying too much. My sensitive behavior really suck. I'm stuck in this putting up with all those crap. There maybe only 1% of the people understand this, What about the other 99%? Fml.