17 years, 364 days old.

I am least excited, turning eighteen tmrw. I used t count down and stuff, but i guess maybe i am getting old, birthday is no longer important t me anymore. Hahahhaaa, Cny is approaching, everyone is getting ready for it. I wasn't allowed t celebrate new year this year. I've been invited t many friends house for steamboat etc, but i am worried.

This year i'm not looking forward t anything. Know why? All about Mom. It just feel so different.